My dad is a jerk.

I try and try, but he is just a jerk. I literally only talk to him out of obligation. I am so stressed out right now, and he is only adding to it. I want people in my life who will help relieve this stress, not increase it. Ugh. :’(

Ever had one of those days where you just want to cry?

Yeah, well, I am having one of those days. Maybe it’s this crappy weather that’s just getting to me…

In these lazy days
I barely see myself through
I lay here comfortable
My thoughts wrapped around you
I’ve got a lot on my mind
It’s always you ever time
:’(

It sucks when you realize all your childhood dreams for your future don’t pan out the way you thought. At all. None of them. Ugh.